Reflection on the past year...I realized I'm ready for a relationship. Criteria. 1) Straight. 2) Available. 3) Single.
You would think that these basic requirements go without saying, but not in my world.
First off, the gays love me! And I love them! But this mutual love gets me in trouble...I end up spending many a night at gay bars/clubs, or out to dinner with my fabulous gay boyfriend. And it's not obvious to all that he is in fact flaming gay!
Second, a man that's available. Available mentally, physically, and emotionally. I've dated one too many a guy that is not available. We all have baggage, but it depends on how the person deals with that baggage. Guys that still have a wounded heart from their first love 6 years ago...I'm tired of telling myself they just need time. It's not true. And I'm not a therapist.
Lastly. Be single. It's not fun finding out the one you have been flirting with and day-dreaming about is attached to someone else. Must be single.
So with those thoughts in mind. I'm ready to take responsibility in the manner. It's time to get serious about dating. I recognize my tendency to get involved with guys that do not meet these expectations. I'm sure I do it because somewhere sub-conscientiously I recognize it's a safe zone for me. In the end though it lands me right back to where I started.
So first step...meet available men. I joined an online dating site. aaaa!
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